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Across
  1. 4. Zero ______ : The Nonary Games
  2. 6. negative
  3. 9. This.
  4. 14. The origin of Loki's name, apparently*
  5. 18. "Make a house a ____"
  6. 20. Professional circle clicker
  7. 23. nil
  8. 25. National Park
  9. 26. *Norse* trickster god and not something from call of duty
  10. 28. Forever
  11. 32. 1 down's mount of choice
  12. 33. cubical video game
  13. 34. I'm gonna smack you.
  14. 36. League of Legends champion that tosses magical balls of light
  15. 38. December 25th
  16. 40. headless knight fought in Donegal
  17. 41. A deadly drink
  18. 42. dunkable cookie, but spelled by loki
  19. 43. application, abbreviated
Down
  1. 1. wait, that's a boy?
  2. 2. Scary game father
  3. 3. "Are we there ___"
  4. 5. 18 year old fictional game dev with a style for purple*
  5. 7. Days of ____
  6. 8. web address
  7. 10. The team behind LoL and Valorant
  8. 11. kneecap
  9. 12. the bane of loki's existence
  10. 13. The big apple*
  11. 15. daily style choice
  12. 16. ________ evolution - a mod for notch's hit game
  13. 17. bunni's main greeting
  14. 19. religious book
  15. 21. feline-obsessed rock vocalist*
  16. 22. HIS NEW TOP PLAY
  17. 24. circle clicking rhythm game
  18. 27. Resident Evil 8
  19. 29. you owe me a soda
  20. 30. Creepy Crawly
  21. 31. Summoner's ____
  22. 35. The ____ Within
  23. 37. bunni's hair color
  24. 39. logic puzzle involving numbers and squares
  25. 41. osu dev