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Across
  1. 3. Russian Father of Ecstatic Sorrow
  2. 5. you don't want to find yourself in one but constantly do
  3. 7. what are you doing?
  4. 10. patron saint of the blind
  5. 11. someone's really angry and their rant is a
Down
  1. 1. rule to estimate light exposure in film photography
  2. 2. awkward young people, i.e. us
  3. 4. you grab them and then life is fun
  4. 6. please look back in
  5. 8. lil mischief!
  6. 9. Cortázar's pet