The Calm and the chaos

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Across
  1. 4. The first ritual we performed side by side palms folded hearts steadier
  2. 6. The name you use when I am being small cute and slightly dramatic
  3. 9. The mechanical betrayal that tried to ruin the night but failed
  4. 10. The hobby where I try to freeze every moment of life forever
  5. 15. A Gujarati sentence that sounds like scolding but secretly feels like love
  6. 18. The first time our worlds officially crossed when both families sat in the same room
  7. 20. The profession you jokingly stole because you listen to all of my chaos
  8. 22. The one thing we never seem to run out of when we are together endless blank
  9. 23. The gift that said I know you better than words ever could
  10. 25. The teasing nickname you gave me because I am apparently too animated to be human
  11. 26. What you secretly renamed me because all our dates end at sunrise
  12. 27. The drink that proved our tastes and maybe our hearts matched
  13. 29. A room full of lights and games where you turned into the happiest child I had ever seen
  14. 32. The day boyfriend girlfriend gently retired and forever took its place
  15. 33. The one thing you have been asking me to do for months but I am too shy to try
  16. 34. Our shared festival love language spinning music and circles
  17. 36. Your simplest expression my greatest strength
  18. 37. Secret make out spot which did not last long
Down
  1. 1. The attachment style you misread me as before knowing how deeply I love
  2. 2. The bouquet that quietly said your smile matters more
  3. 3. The devotional song lyrics you sent me when you tried to calm me down before you knew me
  4. 5. The word I say wrong on purpose and you correct every time
  5. 6. Something sweet and a sticky note that turned a misunderstanding into something softer
  6. 7. The most unromantic landmark that became our favorite memory spot
  7. 8. The number you chase me for daily like a fitness coach with feelings
  8. 11. What you told me I was to you even before we were anything
  9. 12. The day you walked into my home not as a guest but as something much more
  10. 13. Our quiet code for love hidden in plain sight
  11. 14. The place that pretended to be dinner but quietly became our first date
  12. 16. The title you once gave us your best kept blank
  13. 17. The faith we discovered we shared before anything else
  14. 19. Apparently my heart does not feel it multiplies tenfold
  15. 21. The show we planned to watch but never did because we got distracted
  16. 24. The place where your usual order coincidence felt suspiciously romantic
  17. 28. The word you call me that literally means kid but somehow feels like love
  18. 30. The drive back from the office celebration that quietly became the start of us
  19. 31. The slow moving seats outside your apartment where time forgot to pass
  20. 35. The only thing longer than our dates